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raw demos III

by Ellen Gender

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not yet.
2.
churching 03:31
john m, he brought me bread john m, he brought me wine some fruit and vinegar he told me about the lord the dome began to fall the windows disappeared the angels cut their wings and mary wiped her eyes john m. he made me stay inside the sacristy john m. he came dressed by a golden transvestite he told me "don't be sad" this time won't be the last john me, he made me hide under victorian clothes but i just wanted a place to play the children want to grow john m a war he brought
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waving 04:24
it's so nice to perspire in the sun crust it's alright to collide just by pure chance with the man of your life of the future till he waves through the panes of my palace waving going crazy if you fell in a hole you could climb back in the end there'll be no consequences when your family waves from the surface when they're ready to lie for amusement waving going crazy waving from the royalty of their highness waving to a rocky horizon but they are waving to the other side they won't sleep until they die and their hands are holding bars crushing teeth and biting tongues they're building some new memories all their sins are on display waving to the other side they all claim they're innocent but nobody seems to care
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walt 03:16
i can't believe those words lay stiff in silence we used to smooch at night outside the garden my skin looks clean, untouched, i'm just his bible and when i blink he looks me back with violence but even so i'm gonna light these fireworks so many things arose in these last few months i'll wait for him to turn me pro in labour accept my fate with grace and resignation walt! i sense the silver run! in waterfalls and when he leaves and bite and tear my pillow i jump insanely up above my duvet i try to crash the windows with my plushes i tire and sleep until the dark night passes walt! i sense the silver run! in waterfalls
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yellow press 03:07
welcome my dear to this my chamber welcome my dear i am enchanted let's get this clear just for a moment we must shoot here i'll light a candle above the fireplace my picture hanging it cost a fortune and i'm not bluffing it's just a charcoal i look austere in my own image i show no fear under the bulbs i'm fire get in the line and contemplate my natural beauty of shiny plastic and if you want me i'll crack a smile and if you want me i'll play the lire i'll put the shades on so enigmatic they're very useful to avoid the public and when it's over i volunteer i'll sell the stuff to the highest bidder under the bulbs i'm fire
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ancient heart of stone, your job here is done there's no any hope of avoiding the dark tangled in my sheets waiting for the call feel a little breeze blowing on my nose welcome home! welcome home! let's go dear, come along! my day has come i'm on the run i finally ended my war my final wish, to be reborn cause tonight i exist no more
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sunset 03:34
try to get back home before the sunset with a glorious smile on your face bring the pieces of your hideous raptor, knock the door if you think i'm asleep when the right time comes you and i'll wonder what was up with the ones that aren't here nevermind! they won't ever be broadcasted we'll get high, we'll feel the light (i believe i ain't enough) i believe i'm naked dry i believe there was nothing like the sunset i believe i'm out of my mind in the forest naked dry
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not now 02:50
lady says "it's not the moment, certainly not the right time" this is why she's still walking with the shadows on her mind now she's trying to deliver all the messages within she'll be yelling at the people that may try to interfere "not now!" is a phoetus really a human?" she did ask with a grimace as the firing streetlamps were painfully dazzling her eyes she will fight a thousand critics of her near environment some think she's committing murder and she should be put in jail "not now!" "this is so shattering! oh, it's so threatening! this is so rampaging..." in the end she will act quickly, there are many things to unfold she can't really have the baby, she's still the underdog cause this is not a good moment, certainly not the right time this is why she'll keep on walking with some shadows on her mind, but "not now!"
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it’s said that freezing’s cool for people’s wounds if you don’t get it you’ll fall to the ground but it ain’t nothing that I may have found i should’ve known… i searched for stuff i’d never undergo i looked for goals that i would never score and the worst parts are still to be explored i should’ve known… i prayed before aAs soon as I get there I won’t fall over” i should’ve known… this virgin land was built with burning ice its main material was a bunch of lies it’s like a plane exploding while it flies i should’ve known… here it’s so cold i think i’m going to freeze my cheeks are hurting because of the breeze i hope snow invokes the epiphany i should’ve known… i prayed before... with what i’ve been... i’m cursed to live in this antarctic city i should’ve known… i prayed before...
10.
when i grow up i'll marry into the highest lineage so i can display my power to the eyes of the lower people luxurious life is riddled with handicaps that stiffen that's why i'm trying to govern with economic vision the air smells of rotten blood these are the lands i'm reigning thanks to the lives i've taken
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back home 02:18
of those dreams that i have longed for i fulfilled all but one so this sense of deep deception erupts my sinner heart i aim for perfection, i'm tempted to go back i'm rabid, contagious, i'm envious of their luck i'll remain in my position until my soul goes black i'm faceless and restless, i'm watching from the dark i wonder, i wonder if my time will ever come so i'm back home
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this is the story of helen, who destroyed the mighty army full of junkies armoured with their poisoned arrows. she came by through the water, rolling thunder wearing leather "aphrodite on her high heels from the tidal wave, i'd rather" she once was named the queen of all the lands of the amazons, there she chose to use the spears against her opponents' feeble zones. helen flying like a spider throwing webs right through her nostrils to defeat the condemned junkies with her marvellous tight outfits she went to tartar, she crossed the land, picked on the junkies, brought them their tramp i remember all the things she said to us when she ended labour, her smile was bright as gold and she had turned into our idol. we waved at her screaming "now we have a will for living" then he followed with her mission. lord! her life was so much thrilling... she went to tartar, she croseed the land, picked on the junkies, brought them their tramp. she burned their remains, spitted on them, left out the tartar, went back to hell. the flaming hell.
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oil 03:47
claws from heaven! blurred vision showing: branches of trees; spiny petals of roses; metallic devices resembling the last culture acquired and baby greyhounds the “galgos” they dance in circles around the opera house they punish the wind with lethal whipping they abuse the weather with random swiping quadruped hands showing no mercy oh, yeah, next time you`ll learn some gloomy melody as soundtrack no more signs of life around no more awkward sentences nor smiles nor arrogance boys, were we naff to boys! were we naff to old boys! were we naff to old! were we naff to... so the oil is coming, sir dark matter in the sea, sir polluted corrupted vengeance from our sweet lally it covers the globe with madness recreates and old illustration the embrace of modern panthalassa mattress of dense foam were we naff to boys! were we naff to old boys! were we naff to old! were we naff to... the earth is dressed in black mourning clothes and widow veil fashioned sunglasses until it all becomes a greasy ball
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witchcraft 02:11
no way
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you weren’t like daddy now you’re so ecstatic in the cold grave in the garden some crap is eating your dead body then it was raining, there was a rainstorm that threw some rays to the garden where i later buried your dead body i heard a cry from heaven a cry for what all of us mortals will die at the right moment and that was your right moment so you weren’t like daddy and that’s why you’re so ecstatic in a cold grave in the garden some crap is eating your dead body and then you’ll know you’re not my daddy

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released March 16, 2015

compuesto por/written by: Ellen Gender
guitarra/guitar & voz/vocals: Ellen Gender
diseño/artwork: Sergio Menéndez www.sergiomenendez.com
foto portada/cover picture: Adriana Martín www.adrianamartin.es
grabado en/recorded at: un sitio muy bonito/a very nice place

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Ellen Gender nació en la selva asturiana. Hija de padre minero y madre turista. Nieta de aldeana, sobrina de opositora y hermana de sanadores. Siempre supo que quería dedicarse a la paleontología pero desde pequeña aprendió que no todo lo que se desea se cumple. ... more

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